Miss California
>> Friday, June 14, 2013
Yes, it’s true. I’m
moving to California! Eesh just writing
that makes me ridiculously giddy. That
dizzy, gigglyness could also be due to the four cups of coffee I’ve ingested,
but I think it’s mostly due to excitement over my upcoming move.
For those of you who know me, you also know that I recently
moved back home to Dallas (from Arizona).
And yep, I’m packing my things up again and heading to the Golden
State. And I couldn’t be more
excited. I visited LA for the first time about a week ago and fell in love with the city, the sunshine, and the people. As a creative and free-spirited person, I’ve
never felt so at home as I did while in Los Angeles. Leaving was one of the hardest things I’ve
ever done.
It didn’t help that I also had to leave my wonderful ginger
boyfriend, whom I am forever indebted to for introducing me to California. But more on him later—I should probably get
his permission or consensus or something before I start babbling on and on
about him. Suffice to say that I love
him and can’t wait to be in LA with him.
Basically, I can’t wait to dive headfirst into a new world
and a new chapter of my life. It’s about
time I did something for myself and immersed myself in a world where creativity
is cherished and runs rampant. I know
there will be challenges and ups and downs, but I’m ready to roll with the punches
and wake up each day happier than the day before. Oh my god I’m so sappy aren’t I? I guess that’s what being happy will do to
you.
But before I get all smart-assy and cynical, let me conclude
by saying that I’m so ready for new adventures, new places, and new
experiences! California here I come!
Also—I promised myself I'd put creative stuff on this blog—here’s a poem that
I wrote shortly after realizing I wanted to move to California. I was (and am) relishing the spontaneity of
life, the vitality of love, and the idea of living in the moment. Because really, what’s more important than right now?
now
End of the day
Sunburnt and full of loose edges
The sky looks infinite
We know the clouds can’t go on forever
But we hold hands and pretend we might
The summer smells like sugar
And the boardwalk is crowded
We move in waves,
Crashing and combining
Giddy in our wake
The horizon reminds us
That we are only human
And far from endless
But we are now
And for now, that is enough.
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