Stress Happens

Okay, so I’m usually pretty decent at handling stress. In fact, I like to think that, to some degree, I thrive on it.

Today, that is not the case.

Usually, Mondays don’t bother me. I don’t dread the weekend ending (though of course I wish it could go on forever, but I really do enjoy working).

Today, Monday is bothering me.

Well, not Monday itself per say, just the crazy amounts of stuff that I suddenly have going on.

Amidst having my car totaled, juggling three jobs, dealing with some weird medical issues, traveling and running errands, I’ve finally lost my composure. This morning I want to lay on the floor and cry like a toddler.

Of course, my officemates might not enjoy that, so I think I’ll save it for when I get home tonight.

I’m only half kidding.

Seriously, today’s been nutty.

But, I know I’m capable of handling everything. Sometimes life gets messy and chaotic, and dealing with that is what makes us stronger and more capable.

I’m going to have to make some decisions regarding my schedule, and I’m going to have to start figuring out where I want my priorities to be. I’m so blessed to have several amazing jobs – I really do love all of them. It’s just a matter of balancing them better, which is something I’m still learning how to do.

Hell, I’m only 24, and up till now I’ve worked as a bartender (that’s a whole different kind of multitasking). It’s exciting to finally have to balance and juggle big girl jobs, even if it does make me want to scream sometimes. I do wish I had a mini-bar in my office right now though…I’d whip up a Jameson and Cranberry right about now.

I really do love writing, even jotting all this down is making me feel monumentally better. (That being said, if anyone in the LA area wants to bring me a drink, feel free).

Another reaffirming thing is the love and support I’ve received from people recently – everyone from friends, to people I work with, to family. In the midst of the madness, they know how to make me focus on what’s important and how to remind me that, at the end of the day, I am loved – and no amount of stress can take that away.

So here's to all the wonderful people in my life - cheers!

XOXO!