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Hi everyone!

Sorry for the lack of posts lately - I'm in the middle of revamping/redoing my blog!  The new one should be up soon, so stay posted!!  It's going to be fabulous!!

XOXO!

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Stress Happens

Okay, so I’m usually pretty decent at handling stress. In fact, I like to think that, to some degree, I thrive on it.

Today, that is not the case.

Usually, Mondays don’t bother me. I don’t dread the weekend ending (though of course I wish it could go on forever, but I really do enjoy working).

Today, Monday is bothering me.

Well, not Monday itself per say, just the crazy amounts of stuff that I suddenly have going on.

Amidst having my car totaled, juggling three jobs, dealing with some weird medical issues, traveling and running errands, I’ve finally lost my composure. This morning I want to lay on the floor and cry like a toddler.

Of course, my officemates might not enjoy that, so I think I’ll save it for when I get home tonight.

I’m only half kidding.

Seriously, today’s been nutty.

But, I know I’m capable of handling everything. Sometimes life gets messy and chaotic, and dealing with that is what makes us stronger and more capable.

I’m going to have to make some decisions regarding my schedule, and I’m going to have to start figuring out where I want my priorities to be. I’m so blessed to have several amazing jobs – I really do love all of them. It’s just a matter of balancing them better, which is something I’m still learning how to do.

Hell, I’m only 24, and up till now I’ve worked as a bartender (that’s a whole different kind of multitasking). It’s exciting to finally have to balance and juggle big girl jobs, even if it does make me want to scream sometimes. I do wish I had a mini-bar in my office right now though…I’d whip up a Jameson and Cranberry right about now.

I really do love writing, even jotting all this down is making me feel monumentally better. (That being said, if anyone in the LA area wants to bring me a drink, feel free).

Another reaffirming thing is the love and support I’ve received from people recently – everyone from friends, to people I work with, to family. In the midst of the madness, they know how to make me focus on what’s important and how to remind me that, at the end of the day, I am loved – and no amount of stress can take that away.

So here's to all the wonderful people in my life - cheers!

XOXO!

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Sunday Shopping

Since November 1st (AKA three days ago), I've indulged in a gingerbread latte and a peppermint mocha latte (the holidays are my favorite time for Starbucks). And I can assure everyone that I will be partaking in these wintery delights many more times before January rolls around.

Just wanted to share my coffee addiction.

Anyhow, today's Sunday which means football, chips and salsa, and lazy lounging. Plus, daylight savings happened last night which meant we got an extra hour of sleep! Today was the first time I've been able to sleep late in what feels like weeks. And I made the most of it. This upcoming work week is going to be nutty so I feel like I might as well enjoy some downtime while I've got it.

Also, GO COWBOYS - we won today which was a lovely surprise.

While we did end up doing some relaxing today, Linus and I ended up going out and running some errands which ended up being productive for my happiness/problematic for my wallet.

I found some awesome deals at TJ MAXX and ended up with the following:

This AMAZING lotion made from hemp seed. I think this might smell better than any other lotion/soap/anything I've ever come across. It literally smells like freshly baking lemon squares. I'm obsessed.

A new fancy purse that was over 50% of the original price. It's a medium sized saddle bag style purse with fun stitching and details. Love it!

Now we're back home, about to cook some tacos and take it easy!

Hope everyone had a great weekend!

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Unicorns, Sushi and Good Times

It's November! Crazy right?

I can't believe how fast the past 6 months have gone by - and how much wonderful change has taken place.

First things first, I just want to say thank you for the outpouring of love and positivity I received in regards to my post yesterday. I was so overwhelmed with happiness that I think I even cried a little bit.

And, I'm happy to say, Halloween was a success - on a number of fronts!

I decided (very last minute!) to dress up as a Rainbow Sparkle Unicorn. The best part? I didn't have to buy anything. Haha what does that tell you about my style?

I think the costume ended up being pretty cute :) This is the first time in I don't know how many years that I wore this much clothes for Halloween, and, quite frankly, I felt awesome. I could actually focus on having fun with my boyfriend and puppy, instead of worrying about how many people were looking at me, or if I was "sexy" enough. I didn't give a f**k. I ran around like a happy, rainbow, sparkle unicorn and felt confident and very much like myself. 

Vince Neil Armstrong + Rainbow Unicorn + NFL Puppy = LOVE!

Meep!

To celebrate the night, Linus and I went out for a deeeelicious sushi dinner (we are obsessed with saki).

SUPER California Roll!

Then we adventured out to the Santa Monica carnival/street party thing. It was crazy. Thousands of people wandering along the boulevard being extremely drunk and mostly naked. People watching was AWESOME. Being bumped by peoples fake weapons and strange headpieces was slightly less enjoyable. But it was definitely fun to experience the whole thing.

After braving Santa Monica, we headed over to The Dark Room (great bar) and grabbed a drink before heading home to eat cereal. It was midnight and we were exhausted. Yeah, we're hardcore.

It was a fabulous Halloween, the perfect amount of low-key and craziness. Plus I got to wear a bunch of rainbows, which is one of my favorite things to do. Again, I'm really hardcore (obviously).

Hope everyone had a great Halloween and that y'all weren't any of the 73 people arrested in LA last night. 

XOXO!

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